Hi-Bye

somewhere overxthexrainbow

2011-11-27T05:19:00.001-08:00

i'm finally back from everything. i'll be blogging often i guessed?:-) stay tuned okiiii<3 *yawns* frigging tired nowww~

boyfriend

2011-10-18T13:39:00.000-07:00

hie sweethearts! sorry for the lack of updates.doubt so anyone is reading already:-(
anyway.. things were great:-) &' i finally found my another half soul mate:-) 2 more days would be our first monthsary<3 can't wait for it! time flew very fast~~ everyday we will be seeing each other. feelings grown. attitude changed. everything is alright. even work:-) i have sign contract of shunji matsuo. boyfriend words really motivated me alot~ make new friends:-) awesome crazy bunch of people! can't wait to honeymoon with babylove on january:-)
my life routine is bf,work,family. starting to get used to this life:-) bye school. halo work.

finally my prince came

2011-09-22T21:39:00.000-07:00

Really glad &' blessed that i met him over my workplace. All i could can he's awesome. The prince that i've been seeking for 18 years. Although he's not my first, But i will make him be my last. 10q~ words can't express my feelings.check out my twitter instead:-) Someone who shares the same dream goals. working hard towards our stylists goals. Someone who willing to sacrifies his timing after work. Instead of going his workout gym. He rather wake up early in the morning just to go for his workout. Trying his bests to make me feel secured. making me feels that i'm important to him like his princess. love you baby:-*

MIA

2011-08-31T10:41:00.000-07:00

hi lovelies! gonna start my IA tmrw @heeren:) well,kinda excited for it!
hopefully things turns out pretty well! ^^ yay! wish me luck k:)<3

complicated

2011-08-28T12:32:00.000-07:00

I just don't know what's luv.
don't luv me. cuz all i need was only myself.

XOXO; I<3Me

Adv:) + Updateszx

2011-08-27T20:33:00.000-07:00

1 of my fav kind of style:)*whoopsz*

do support!
xx

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Received it free due to something.

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HELLO SUGAR BUNNIES!

Just deleted 16 idiotic peepo's on fb! 8 kena blocked! hiakhiakhiak~ i waited damn long already lor! sibei irratating like omg hah? anyway i just ended my job like ytd? LOL sick of working. time2take a break. ^^ and also my IndustryAttachment is starting on next thur! wooohooooo lika excited sia! but then..... it's kinda far for me.&' i need a new pairs of TOMS shoes so badly:( waokaoooo sia! all my shoes spoilt liaos:'(

SHOW YOU GUYS SOMETHING!

alot of my friends wants to see my wardrobe so freaking

BADLY RIGHT? LOL

NAHHH!~~ part 1 niaz

It's so fucking cramp! &' it's my new wardrobe!

fucking suayyyyyy sia :@

momsie spend like 1k? on a huge wardrobe.

FYI this wardrobe is from ceilling to the floor.

&' still it CAN'T fit loh! srsly gonna stop SHOPPING!

but simply can't resist siol?

ALL THIS IS AT DIRT-CHEAP PRICES!

Top 3(black): FOC for BS

Printed ones 3: from JAYBEEE AT ONLY 3$/shirt?

hahahahhaa this explains why my wardrobe cannot fit anymore!

okayokay bye:) will update a proper one agn!

short getaway

2011-08-18T22:32:00.000-07:00

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recently i've been planning my path as my close ones know. but due to my GPA i can't really enter TP business course. but nehmind! i shall get myself a diploma in NAFA instead. since i sort out my minds to persue schooling. or even maybe(10% hopes) i will sign bound with my IA salon~ well it really depends! one thing i'm glad that NAFA accepted me 50-50. now i have to wait for my overall GPA GradCert. ya da ya da~^^ so excited! if i get into NAFA i'll start sch
in July'2012! wooohoooooo!!!:) mummy said she gonna sponsor me. btw, it's 4k plus a year.&' i gonna buy MacBook~ everything is about $$$$. so maybe i'll drop my idea of learning bike. cuz it seems pointless. if i really think of it. &' i could take the money to BKK trip? to shop~ but seriously my wardrobe is fucking full gonna explode in anytime! &' mostly of my clothes is all new! FML seriously. sigh. gonna planned with mummy to get a smaller wardrobe soon~&' yes! wed i'll be going Jaybeeeee! can't wait to buy nice things!so sick of chewing gums_|_hahahaha!
&' yes i'm not working for this coming sept IT show :( due to my IA~ &' it's my last week of working in gong cha:) so yeah!! gonna enjoyed life already! Lol! bye

goodxnews

2011-08-10T14:04:00.000-07:00

1) I no need to go cathay work! fuck yeah!
2) It's holiday now! double fuck yeah!
3) I get to know that my IA is at a high end salon @paragon!
wooohooo it's a art hairdressing salon:) just my fav! it's 'KELTURE'
quite famous/popular salon:) triple fuck yeah! i'm starting work on 1 sept:)
4) I'm quitting gong cha due to fark-tub pay. &' ppl:@
5) I'm planning to go bkk this nov or dec!:)
6) I'm planning to sign up for TP/NAFA! fuck ITE:p
7) I'm happy:) :p

see? this makes my day seriously:)
<3<3<3<3 omg i'lovin it! so many gd things ahead!

#my hamster(minnie) is fine nw!^^^^ phew

$$$

2011-08-05T04:42:00.000-07:00

hi!:) just check my pay! woohooo 5xx$ i' m lika so harpi cuz finally i got my IT show pay (fucking longgggg they drag) anyway it's in cash~ lika shiok i know~ ard 7xx$ i sweared i' m like so kiasu~^^ i shopped immediately:p been waiting for like fucking long~~ maybe later before i go work i shall head down to bugis alone. #forever-alone Lol kidding:)
doesn't mean alone shopping means lonely or whatsoever right. ikr. sat will be my boss treat for supper at east coast! eating seafood's:p yumyumssss followed by sun:p secret &' monday USS!:) wooohooooo enjoying my life liaos:p since i' m having 6weeks holidays!! planned to go jaybeeee or genting:) hiakhiak~~^^ gonna catch twisted asap. so long still haven get to watch!
i think i' m insane of blogging at this hour:/ time checked:4:38am momsie gonna nag again if she find out i haven sleep:p might be opening flea next month! patricia needs to clear her wardrobe! new ones otw coming in:p hahahaha okie bai!

You are lying more than a thousand times

2011-07-25T17:12:00.000-07:00

hola. i completely my napfa finally^^ super proud of myself. cuz i can focus more at work &' 30% in sch? seriously. i think i have been too nice to peepo. till they step-over my head -'- fyou bitches. nbcb. you guys wait &' see only. KARMA surely hit on you guys soon la^^ need me talk to meow like that -.- cb kias Lol. can't believed that i' m angry :/ okay whatever luh. bye:) off 2 work.

&' fml i lost my POSB card :( &' i' m broke like alittle shit? just alittle haha
XX
miss me k:)

A place which listens to my rants

2011-07-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

If you said am a bitch. un-you a whore bitch? i always treated peoples fairly. never mistreat them at all. unless the person is really irritating maximum. but you? i treated you like my small sister. but your fb posts seems to proved me wrong. you dont appreciate at all. NVR! you think you 're faster than me? i can prove to you. i 'm a workaholic which means i could work. my experience are way better than you. are you? maybe no. cuz you don't fit to. you forced me to say things out. which i hated to. what's wrong with you? i may be slow. SO? nobody nags or complains:) &' i don't have a attitude prob. i 'm a harpi go lucky person. but you? SO what if i only knows how to use phone. un-you doing the same? perhaps more than me isn't:)? don't forced me to be sarcastic. don't pushed your luck. don't ever try. my conscience is clear. i didn't betrayed -.- you dare to say that my parents never teach. but about you? do you have a parent? or you are just another pubor. (this sentence is what you said about me.&' now my mum's wanting you to take back the words to yourself) so yeah. hi pubor:) &' i have a family. a harpi family instead:) C'mon don't be childish. idgaf &' now i completely see through your ugly bitch images. i can't forgive you. sori - Mac- lorry^^ *sarcastic tone*

-your ex left you for good. now i know the reasons:)
thanks for letting me know too.

fall in love

2011-07-21T09:35:00.000-07:00

Current Feeling; Good.

I felt so great. After he left. I start to moved on. You came.
I don't feel hurt anymore:') Harpi Girl back.

XX

lead me empty forest

2011-07-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

I HATE COMING TO SCH NW! WTF sia lanyard lanyard lanyard~~~
NO lanyard confiscate ez-link? -.- holy-shxt.wut is this? i sweared i gona mugged on my 3 models finding! &' i can escaped from this school! 10weeks hoildays. wait4me oni~

somehow, i lost interests in blogging :( i doesnt like to touch the com :/

fyuk yeah! huuray no sch tmrw &' fri

XX

happy birthday daddy XX

2011-07-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

Dear DaddyLove;

Happy Birthday!~ although we 3' precious have been busying with out stuffs lately~
kor kor needa chiong for RP~~ di di needa chiong for PSLE~ &' me needa work &' sch~~~
everybody's so busy!:( sori daddy love. mummy had organized a party tonight~~ wished you have
fun okey^^^^

hahaha
XX

Patricia-Alandrea(Y^_^Y)

fuck yeah! can't believed that i won pxdkitty voucher! *jumps!*

okay~~~ bye!!!<3

School Life

2011-07-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

-Everyday It's So Meaningless-
school rules increases as usual~ no more red hairs -_-
thought of dye-ing red at first before school starts~ but then,
decided on tone-ing my blonde hair dull. &' now i only needa go sch just
for mon , tue &' wed! cool shitz ever. somehow. i don't feel that i'm schooling
anymore as it no longer motivates me anymore. i missed my primary &' secondary school life
more fun. we'll stressed on homeworks etc~ awaiting for common test~ but now? it's totally
the other way round. i lost my goals. i'm only interested in going to TP. no longer HDF.
it sucks. the teacher suck even more. except for afew.. dangz! maybe i'll request for business
course next year(?) i'm sick of my uniform -.- it's so ugly ttm. i can't wear pretty shoes as well :/ which makes me sad girlx100000! :(

anyway! i gonna shared with you guys that ytd i just bought minnie!! ^^
Haha it's my kute little 6weeks old baby hamster:) it's a female ^.^
I'm so glad that my parents could except her:) awesome shitz! :) i can actually stayed home the entire day just to play with her &' mingles with her cage &' stuffs:) so proud of myself
LOL my mum was impressed too hahaha!:p I took off just to accompany her :B woohooooooo!
okay i'm sleepy now~ &' it's only 10.18pm gotta go sleep now!:) shopping tmrw^^! ftw~~

I will never want to be yours anymore

2011-07-05T13:55:00.000-07:00

All i could said it's my wrong decision. I shouldn't be back to you. I should have left you alone behind, but no! I'm sucha failure. I know in the end i'll achieve nothing but only hurts lotsa hurts.

"Forget the guy that doesn’t care for you, the guy that cheats on you. The guy that abandons you for his friends and the guy that dumped you because he ‘was sick of it’. Forget the guy that puts you last and the guy that calls you when it’s convenient for him. Forget the guy that calls you cute and pretty, instead of beautiful. Forget the guy that puts you down, that isn’t proud of you, that competes with you. Forget the guy that won’t take no for an answer, and the guy that makes you cry yourself to sleep. Forget the guy that gets with other girls, that hurts you ‘unintentionally’, yet does it time and time again. Forget the guy that calls you begging for forgiveness, he isn’t worth it. Forget the guy that you can’t trust, forget the guy that has made months of your life miserable. Forget the guy that you had to listen to complain about other girls when you were in love with him. Forget the guy that ruined your other relationships. Forget the guy that makes you wait for him. Forget the guy that ‘doesn’t want a relationship’ when you know he just doesn’t want you. Forget the guy that thinks of someone else while you’re thinking of him. Forget the guy that lies every day. Forget the guy that doesn’t know how to love you. Forget the guy you can’t forgive. Forget the guy that made it clear he could forget about you.”

this is whut you did to hurt me. this time i'm turning smart. i won't let you to hurt me again.
\m/

cause iknew there's way better guys out there for me.
I hope karma strikes you soon:)

life

2011-06-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

hey lovelies! suddenly i've the urged to blog before i head to bed!:) time check it's 11:45pm nw.. as most of you guys know i'm sort of broke nw. as i bought my latest prada wallet &' coach purse ytd at town.&' friends who knows me pretty well from the start i will NEVER buy second hand. fk second hand items..zzz plus my current pay haven yet bank in! &' this few months i've been shopping non-stop! each time at least 100$! fuck this shit seriously. after the flea i had 3weeks ago. i spend money like free flow. gosh.. swipe card everywhere i go./: ma de srsly. recently i' m more into myself. i start to fuck care unreasonable attitude peepo's cuz i know i don't fucking owe you bitches a living outa. i' m more into work than school nowadays. what the fish.. IT show is next week!:)) YES!! i' m working :))))) $$$$$!!!! as well as my current job i' m working:)) &' my sch mid year exams!:( fuck man!!:( haven study!!:( okay no pictures again as i' m blogging thru iPhone as usual.. been months since i last touches my house com -.- how great. Fml......... night

hi hi

2011-05-25T17:22:00.000-07:00

hello babies<3 decided to gave sch a missed today. :( was friggin worned out this few weeks! damn! ever since sch had started my face &' skins texture sucks to the maximum :'( due to lack of sufficient sleeps. dang! lika ugly bitchxgirl nw:( i'm working lika full time shift nw. 6days per week.x2 damn. just fixed my hair<3 damn satisfied with it nw:)) blonde hair!!:)) cutted bangs back this morning:/ as i get super irritated with my heavy hair:( shall save up for USS &' maybe COACH wallet. sick of my LV already:( to bitches out there:)) if you no $ buy then don't kpkb as if your mum died or something okiey? fk nimama hor. i spend whut i earned. i don't take money from my loved ones. fish you bitches. damn stalker cn? i know your reading this:p HAHA anyway don't sad uh. i cn giv you my old ones. :)) stop your nonsense b4 i start mine :))

I know you know, we have grown.

2011-05-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

Hie guys! sry for the lack of updates totally! dammit alright!:(
Firstly, been busying every single day! YES! every ok. no joke :( till i've no time to fixed my shitty hair color -.- pissed real pissed. decide to dyed to blonde after next week! seriously my hair texture is like oh-my-god!!/: thinking of cutting back my fringe to bangs..
well oyeah.

Secondly, ytd flea was alright? as it's my first time opening a flea. okay la nt bad. earned 1xx. the hot hectic nnb weather kills someone man! damn hot!:( for those who knows whut top i'm wearing ytd~ i'm actually still fanning myself! *smackhead* damn fking hot!
well the crowd wasn't that good during night :( have to lek-long! /: HAHA!
gt myself a pretty pearl iPhone casing from other flea from price of 30$ discount till 2$! cuz it's flea &' we are neighbors!my friends were all asking why so gd? why so lucky? Lol. idk too. &' nothing really caught my eyes:( except some rings. but it's all overpriced so ya da ya da/: didnt get it in the end..

shall stop here! sch tmrw!

bye.xoxo

the empty road pathment

2011-05-11T18:56:00.000-07:00

I learnt, I cried. I gotta moved on, wiping my tears off! standing strong forever!
I shouldn't think of him anymore, that jerk. until i have no time to accompany my babygirl:( but good thing is we will be working together!:) which means more time on seeing each others! we can chitxchat otw home!:) cuz we only stay opp each other!:) just across 1 road! awesome isn't:) ya da ya da~^^ can't w8 for tmrw wildwildwet with girlfriend!:) woohhooooo gonna enjoy myself:) anyway thron(?) movie was great!!!:) must watch!!!:) rate 9/10!:) okay gonna plan my planner &' everything now!:) bb!

Naivegirl93

2011-05-05T23:57:00.000-07:00

hey there! it have been 10days since i last updated. back here to update alittle:)
as usual work &' school kept me occupied. &' as usual <3 making me toss like a coin-'-
fuck. it just so hard so fake. i trusts no guys now. no why. instead sometimes images flashing back my mind directing me to be a bisexual. more love less hurts. agree? but then after i pounder again &' again. i know i have no time for this all craps anymore. i gonna concentrate on my sch 80% &' work 20%. neglecting my studies ever sinces holidays were over! :( ohmy! gonna work hard starting from tmrw! fear no man, fuck no bitch yeah! :)
went shopping with darling after school today!:)we're happygirls now~^^^^^ gt our rings together<3<3<3 awesome shit!:) released our shitty stress~ tmrw gonna watch trons! woohooo!:)
k gonna sleep now! damn tired!

Somewhere behind the hiding scenes,

2011-04-28T20:55:00.000-07:00


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being me was tough

2011-04-26T21:10:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! ^^ i'm back! will post a proper post:) super lag of updatez:(
my new blogskin cool right! ikr lol credit to huiyu(senior) she's damn friendly, willing to help me:)
thankxyou!<3 alright.. back 2 topic~ if you guys know i've been mentioning on getting myself a pair of
dr martens! ya da ya da! i went down wheelock place last week(?) early in the morning -.- mf hahax!~

it's located at wheelock place! lvl 2! :)

here's the X'sanrio!

(limited editions)

only 18 pairs in sg!

i was damn lucky to get it!

officially mine! :> happygirl93~

cool clothes~ ^^

tata~ the end frowngirl ^^

X2 happygirl! my kawaii clips arrived! :)

custom-make it~ ya da ya da~

cheapz~~

Inkpression Blogspot

Alright, back to track~ alittle more updatez. been sick recently, FML

&' my attitude like so hot-tempered only! today i can respone back my fav teacher so rudely!>.<

guilty the whole entire day till now:( luckily he's damn understanding(Y) he's so nice! so patient~

unlike that teacher Mr *** (insert the name yourself) -.- hahax! plus he's knows that i didnt wanted to

missed his class/lessons. although i wasn't feeling well:)

been working lika full-timer recently. totally worned out myself :< super lack of rests etc~

feel like quitting:( my life rountine is school>work>home for 6/7 days every week! yes everyweek!

that's why i called it a Dog Job! -.- *angrygirl93* LOL

I can't be late for school already! :(

Arghh! so busy!! 24 hours nt enough for me!! :(

oh yes, i ponned work today.. as i'm busyyyyyyy!!!

oh shall stop here! :) will updatez with more pictures next time when i post! ^^

imizzmybabygirl<3

faster meet me up! :)

someone who believes karma

2011-04-23T15:33:00.000-07:00

An amazing Love Story
He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her;
While he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party,
He invited her to have coffee with him.
She was surprised.
But due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop,
he was too nervous to say anything.
She felt really uncomfortable;
She thought, please, let me go home....
Suddenly he asked the waiter;
'Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'

Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still;
he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; Why, you have this hobby?

He replied: 'When I was a little boy,
I was living near the sea and I like playing in the sea.
I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood,
think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much.
I miss my parents who are still living there'.

While saying that tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling,
from the bottom of his heart.

A man who can tell out his homesickness,
he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,
has responsibility of home.

Then she also started to speak,
spoke about her faraway hometown,
her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk,
also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands;
he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him! ;
Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story,
the princess married to the prince,
then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him,
she put some salt in the coffee,
as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away,
left her a letter which said:
'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie.
This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated?
I was so nervous at that time,
actually I wanted some sugar,
but I said salt.
It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.
I never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life,
but I was too afraid to do that,
as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:
I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste..
But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time,
still want to know you and have you for my whole life,
even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.

Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is
Not to forget but to forgive,
Not to see but to understand,
Not to suspect but to trust,
Not to hear but to listen,
Not to let go but to HOLD ON.

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Lies

2011-04-20T22:40:00.000-07:00

My life is so great with awesome peepo's around!<3 Just knocked off from work:) it's fun working with cheerful peepo's!^^^^^ got my uniform~ &' my boss claim that i'm so small size:/ i bet his eyes gt problem.returned back2sch today as well, although haven recovered. As i doesnt wanna missed out so much lessons. as usual overslept -.- slow like turtle.. ya da ya da~ Mad Hungry like shit currently>.< As well as mad exhausted. craving for macdonald's breakfast so freaking badly:( *my fav*^^
Ya da Ya da~ till here:) i know it's fucking boring. but just bear with it k:3 will fixed my blog etc damn soon!

ps: i'm so lazy to take pictures nowadays ): sry guys.

Standing Strong Still

2011-04-19T03:15:00.000-07:00

Everything is over!
Phew yes, i got over it successfully:)
fuck you k dog. haha this sounds like my fav sentence now.
Seriously how can i be so fucking blind. haha joke seriously. single is the best:)
I'm back to my past life:) work till late night,shopping &' mugging with school stuffs. with awesome peepo around me<3 especially my babygirl! ^^Vit's 3am now &' i can't tucked myself to sleep! wth~ later sch @9! Gonna get my lappy asap. been dragging for like months? cuz i'm frigging lazy. huahua.my classmate say this:'when comes to shopping, you are the most 'hardworking' one among all' gonna agree with her, totallyyyyyy!planning to go genting this June! gonna planned what to get for myself.. my shopping craving is back! wohhooo! GUESS watch, Dr Martens, LV.~ all my nonsense ^^ whooppppssssss! done with my medi&'pedi-cure! gonna wear my lianlianz slipper to sch later on~ me &' my rubbish excuses :-* only my teachers will believed :> ha! oki, shall change to tumblr or livejournal soon.
-start refresh-

unwell

2011-04-17T10:56:00.000-07:00

my tummy being a bitch the whole evening ytd as well as now :( poor little us (me&'ting) the pain is unbearable -.- seriously. i swear i will nvr eat tamp1 chippy agn -.- fml food poisoning. it's like 3 peepo jabbing your tummy:/ omg plus we work 4-10 ytd. holy~~ busy like siao lor :( but it's fun overall. have been working 5 days straight going bueytahan soon..
okay i got nothing to blog it's 10:54 now i'm heading back to sleep. work later zzz i call my job (dog job) seriously man! k bye

/my pain, nobody can understand.
i didn't know your a flirt,never.
i wondered why people doubt on you.
after knowing everything now. i regretted.
how can you be sucha person whom i dislike&hate.
you know what you did.it's completely over now:)
cuz thanks for someone who tells me things so i could 4get about you
and i will move on:) you will be the clown & i will watch you fall:)
#karma

verge on breaking down

2011-04-15T12:53:00.000-07:00

Hihi lovelies, just woke up not long ago.. give school a missed today as i was really freaking tired &' didn't on my alarm so uh-uh~
*reach home 11 always
*fish.. having a terribly moodswing now..
*everyday have to comfort myself it's nt my loss
blah blah blah.. whatever it is. i did my best. i will never fall in love again.nvr~ 2years single rmb?
so far so good. at least you guys found a better girlfriend now,
treat her good or even better than how you guys treated me.
i won't be angry:) nor envy:) instead i feel happy for you peepo:)
i'm alright, it's just i need a longer time to healed my heart.
don't worry be happy:)

/sometimes i rather you to be harsh.
at least i feel better. at least i won't mizz.
at least i don't feel that miserable/hurt.
at least i can forget about things easier.
cuz i don't find no point contacting each other anymore
since the things doesn't get mend.&' it's over.
things won't be the same anymore.i done my best.
each time i get cold replied must well don't texts isn't?it's hard to understand what someone is thinking.
I'm tired I don't want it anymore cuz its not mine from the start.
but i just don't feel anything from you. that's why i choose not to texts you.
i feel that i'm so fucking dumb lika idiot. one sided love.
enough~ waiting~ i'm tired.

lack of updates

2011-04-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

supsup!:) won't be updating often already as i'm schooling &'working. my friend say i'm a workaholic actually no la &' i didn't owe debts laa haha i just wanna work.. at least it's the only way to make myself mad tiring each night.. school frm early timing till evening then chiong go work, 5days school. 6days work. it's fun^^^^ i love my workplace~~~ work till sot liao>.< gtg bathe &' prepare^^ late for class liao! ciaos~~

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can't forget. this feelings so freaking horrible.. i try many kinds of ways but still the same... why sia:( hen xinku leh.. even work time suddenly i feel like crying.. :( numb myself to be mad-tired also no use:( i wanna forget everything(all) but i just can't,CAN'T! what the hell is happening to me~~ is not that i don't like to talk. it's just i rather stay silent &' be alone. i may not be as noisy as i used to be. but things changes. humans changes. so yeah.. is not i'm different from other peepo's it's just that i've my unique ways. way awesome ways~~ i feel like MIA-ing from this blog. should i?

speaking up

2011-04-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

mood: irritated
I just need a place to rant.
pardon me plz.

i don't care you gt money or bike luh. so what? lion dance so what? when you dont get what you want, you called girls bitches. haha think you what? we owed you something? your brain why simply don't understand? ain't my explaination clear enough.i know how you feel.just that love can't be force what...AIYA...you said you were jealous.. reasons??-.- just that you don't understand. &' it's damn erxin can.. zzz pissed off.. i won't meet you or accept your offer one la:@ tsk. flirt only~ stop asking nonsense. i won't entertain you anymore. i will delete you away from fb one day. when i doesn't bothered about you. you scold me nasty things. asking me to fuck off/bang wall die sua. &'all your vulgars coming out -.- i don't like you okay, bigbully.com say me biased/unfair or whatever you like. got nothing to do with me srsly. o'm'g!!!! i made myself clear enough. my heart is limited to one person, &' the space has already been taken up. i'm not trying to be badgirl93. we can be friends still. but just don't insult me with your nasty words when you are unhappy with it. i don't owed you lor......... sadgirl93. this feeling sucks): night it's 12am nao. sch later ):

lady x gaga

2011-04-10T17:41:00.000-07:00

i swear she's damn gorgeous, damn chio luh:)
this 3weeks holiday:
-went jaybeeeeeeeeee with my classmates!
-get my butt's outa the house to work @IT show's
-earn some ka-chingz = some shopping's
-gt myself a lady x gaga canvas new school bag @town!(limited edition) it's hell big lol
-dyed my hair red x violet! :)
-trim bangz!
-gt a new iphone bby^^ perfect condition nao(reservice it like finally) lol
-spent time w ffamilyy^^
-brought mummy out 2 shopppp! :3
-repaint my nails baby greennnnnn! :D
ok, can't think of anything nao. *blank mind*
it's raining like cats and doggy~ the thunder scares me off like *your know* :P screammmmm!
tmrw school): sadgirl93. have to wake up damn early! ): my body clock srsly gt prob recently.
night mares this few days as well. >,< arghhhhhhhhhhhh! how? ):
my relatives &' parents say i look like a lian lian now -.-
cuz you know whyyyyy^^
before was this..(below) then within few days transform to...(beside) haha

holyyyyyyy... tmr go school cfm chop my classmates gonna give me new nicknames. :B
i think it look alright la! :)
random conversation between me &' my big aunt:

me: aunt, should i trim or cut my hair shorter?
aunt: huh? you siao ar. cannot. must leave long long ok? like your mummy *smile*
me: haha oh okay...*speechless*
my aunt dont want cut my hair. so weird. haha sometimes i think i'am nuts. gt the urge to cut bob
ignore the face plz :) nice? :B

apart from that, er.... i gt some much things to blog..

-just wished everything like same like before or perhaps better.
nt greedy, just wish k:)
it's 10th today^^ happi three months:)

-mizzez-x-million- xoxo

PS : last night my mummy suddenly mentioned this to me.
"when you loved someone, don't expect that person to changed for the sake of you."
meaningful much, i gotta agree it as well :) yeah^^
-Just The Way You'Re~~~~

Helpless

2011-04-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the MIA & everything. If your lucky, yeah this time i've unprivate my blogger.
deleted my formspring due to hackers. ohwell, if my formspring sent out shitty msges sorry):
i dont know why also people those doesnt followed me also receive, angmoh also got -.- as well as
people whom i'm nt close / familiar with. whatever iszit. sorry once again peepo's........
apart from that, for those who knows what happens. hmm. basically i-don't-know what to do neither..
if you were me, you will understand. there's some much things i wanna express it out! but who will be here?
he's no longer here.maybe else where.i'm stucked here unable to move on anymore.it's damn tiring,aimlessly.
i had never felt like this before.never.for peepo who're close to me knows that each time when i get hurt by a guy i will just simply try my very best to movee on, but now? i can't, really can't.stop asking me to try nor try x2.i really can't.FML ultra sad.don't know what to do): did i make the right move? or simply wrong? is there chance still? because i can't bear to let things over just like this. i'm a girl who takes things seriously. especially the things i'm yearning for long.ya i know love is blind): but who understand? everyday keep thinking why..perhaps he really changed? ohwell.i don't even know.i don't hate him.all i need was just an explaination. dont tell me for fun.it's nt a funfair.cuz i'm nt your toyfriend either.argh.sucky feelings): every night like this. he doesnt feel right so do i..his days were bad real bad.so do i..i might be saying hurtful things asking you to leave.but you know, i'm always 'mouth hard heart soft' translate to chinese plz.2 more days will be the 10. every 10 i be the one wishing him thru text. it's the date we started chatting &' everything began from there. will it be the same still? )': idk.imy

pekcek

2011-04-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

i srsly gt pissed when i can't blogged properly, can't ok. cuz i need somewhere to rant all my nonsense :> heeheeee :) thinking of putting this blog to private. should i? no motivation to blog -.- no pic no event~ no new lappy = no pic~ plus i'm lazy to take pic recently~ feelz so ugly~ bad skin~ bad rash~ :/ i'm using my iPhone to blog, so yeah.. pls understand. lacked of sleep recently as well. totally worn out, no joke. my eye bags lika jialat only~~ early morning i'm out. imagine sleeping less than 3 hours? sleepless night agn/- woke up at 5plus. @bishan currently. i'm going to enjoy myself lata~~ shopping^^ gonna K.O when i reach home. damn tired i swear.

worth da while.

2011-03-31T13:53:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for doubting on you.
for not trusting you.
what girlfriend said was right, i'm the one at fault who pushes you away.each time you pls me to stay with you. friends who knows me well all knows that i wont go back against my words but this time it's really different.
and now i have to put down my pride &' everything to resolve this matter. to say sorry, to hold you back. and not to avoid the matter anymore. cuz i know what i want, and 1 thing which girlfriend questioned me. that's when i can't bear to leave everything.
ya i know it's stupid. without eating,sleeping~ only waiting &' more waiting..but is not immature thinking or emo. is just that i cared for the person feelings. i rather the person live happier. cuz that person suffered enough hurts &' everything. it's my first time dealing on this kind of things alone. yes alone. luckily girlfriend,bbyg&'some people were there for me. there's alot of things i want typed. if your lucky enough :) your find your way to this blog. <3 you guys for being here for me! telling me everything will be alright! telling me to think positively! <3<3 for those who knows what's happening on.. thanks for the smses,msn,fb-ing,face2face. i promised i will overcome it:)

lastly.. B, i'm sorry.

random

2011-03-28T13:21:00.000-07:00

Why people like to ask whether am i from malaysian? Lollol
Do i look like one? Maybe when i speak, my chinese cmi~
the essence sounds funny! srsly no joke.
Do i look like 15-16 year old? Every job i work. First thing when they make a guess cfm chop the no: 16! will come out from his/her mouth. Rofl! Ya alot people say look young better than old.. But then really throw face at times -.- must show them my ez-link/ic haha
you all are really weird peoples!! hiakhiaksssss :D
Ya i'm short, eh but fun sized okeh :P hehe.
When i say my weight people either got shocked / don't believe. I'm really fat okay./: all my muscles fault :( sob. blame my itchy mouth sometimes also :p HEHE
wo shi fattygurl93(:

parachute

2011-03-26T11:50:00.000-07:00

eff-bored:( o'm'g should came later wor:x whoopz whoopz:>
suppose to reach @10, but i delay till 10.50 hehe:B
i swear it's mad tiring for standing 12 hours straight -.-
leg aching like mad! sadgirl93 ; damn xinku lor :( hais
the sales were bad bad bad as well :( zzzz omg la:(
can't wait for my pay day T.T i need more heels,clothes :(
get my laptop:( argh:( FML &'i need alot of sleep as well:(
my eye bags:( damn,:( last night i've noticed that i no time for myself:( haven meet up my babygirls as well:( sigh...
alright till here! ^^

mizzez

2011-03-21T12:20:00.000-07:00

hiew guys! i'm back to update alittle:) as i'm leaving sg tmrw to jaybbeeeeeee<3 &' currently i'm alone at home:( time check 12:10pm~^^ well i feel so empty without seeing your texts:/ o'm'g haha. cuz we have been texting from day till night for the past 2months plus.. hurhur.. suddenly felt so empty uh... someone kill me plz:p (do it after wed) cuz that's when i'll be back~~ will be using my malaysia number. so don't text my sg number:B slept at 1am last night woke up at 6plus.. zzz power sia me.. i just can't bear to say goodbye to him uh......alright shut up :p gonna catch some sleep now.. as i'm pretty sick still -_- cough,headache,flu (power pack)! lol
will update later night:)

'A place which allows me to express my feelings'

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alright since i'm bored &' sleepy zzzzz i shall post some of my cousin wedding photos ~!
beautiful siol :3

you mean alot to me

2011-03-19T20:43:00.000-07:00

-plx be safe-

-xoxo-

awesome day<3
memorable one hur~

your leaving&'i couldn't hold back.

Patricia, plx be strong (:
it's jux 2weeks. you cn do it isnt? ^^

Mizzez

2011-03-18T10:45:00.000-07:00

i'm weak :( grrrr.. i can't bear i don't know why~
SIMPLE: important.
i know i will miss /: but still step yi ge superwoman; always 'an wei' myself it's alright -.- when it's nt alright zzz hate myself so much. cuz i can't project out my feelings :( rawrrrrr bite myself(lol)

11:11

2011-03-13T11:15:00.000-07:00

i feel miserable always,/: damn. really hate myself sometimes. don't know what i want also. *emotional*
alright shall blog alittle while on my way to work~ omg la:( a china guy sit beside me keep see see my phone -.- plus so vry smelly:( like nvr bathe with sweat smell! omg! make me feel more sick! srsly~ k moving back on track. have been working full shift this 4 days for IT show. all i could say is 1 word > great! i earn lotsa $. yeah gonna treat my babies<: 4 days i earn 5xx-6xx$. awesome k! damn happy~ definitely the tiredness i had is worth it:) aiming for more sales later on! people who are working later also gd luckie k! <3 tmrw exam omg *nervous*~~~~ wish me luck! ask me questions on formspring hao ma?:B

IT Show 2011

2011-03-11T08:53:00.000-08:00

hiew lovelies! it's early in the morning still.. &' i'm up for work.feeling so tired &' sleepy now.my mind is so blank to blog:/ legs are aching after a long day stand during the IT show. as usual bangala's are so pervertic! *yucks* i'm scared but what to do?:( the ppl working with me still can laugh>.< cuz they are guys what :/ sian1/2. lunch time went to DA booth to eat~so nt used to the ppl in newstead:/ friendly+scaryx100000! no joke k. but i still love this job^^ hiakhiaks......they offer me to work as a part timer @funan,Dell. but.../: the pay lika nt niase lor/: so i just smile smile then walk away:B cuz so sudden._. then idk what to reply.lol alright for my crapz:P stay tuned !

BuzyGirl93

2011-03-09T20:33:00.000-08:00

sup sup!:B hehe. updated upon request:)
my pool skills drop sia!:( can kill myself already lor:(
this month is so so so pack like arghs... that's when my money starts rolling in &' out. Lol:D tmrw will be standing the whole day..alamak./: now i already feel so shag.. :/
hope my sales for this show will be gd lar!:b &' also fr the rest who are working tmrw ^^ gabateh<3 ~~~ cracking my brain on what to wear tmrw morning:( omg lar:( alone go somemore:(sob. scared sia): cuz there's alot guyssssss , unclesssss &' chikopeh(cfm+chop)!
tskkkkk... hate it! don't know is want see/buy lappy on what one lor-.- damn standard! omggggg.......
plus exam next week:( scared x2! si liao la si liao la:(
gonna work hard for it this time!!! GPA3! i'm aiming you:B
camwhore during class this morning:) photos are uploaded on fb!:)p.s some of the picx i really look like rabbit -.- /: omg~ anyway for my classmates &' friends! IF your coming i will be working @level4. newstead main booth. i think can find until me one la? if nt must be i too short liao -.- muz come uh! hiakhiaks. lai lai lai k! if want buy lappy/desktop/alienware lar!! whatever larr! just come!! :B LOL!

deadbeat

2011-03-08T16:02:00.000-08:00

Shag&'Tired. yes,finally miracle appeared. working for IT show from 10-13march 11-9pm
happygirl^^ sad thing is gonna be alone): due to working at a different company this time round. hopefully everything will be alright(: going down training later @6. omg lar): tired tired:(

changes

2011-03-06T17:20:00.000-08:00

i sweared this blogger like irratating ttm -.- wah pekcek

grrr... wanted to upload pictures -.- but.... the BLOGGER don't allowed me2upload properly! :( sadgirl93.uk

tmrw(monday) will be my battlefield agn,

wake up early> bathe> school> study! damn no life :(

i lost my freedom this year. :(

this month will be a fruitful one (prayed hard)

14march- exam for hair coloring & hair cutting

17march- attending cousin wedding<3

18march- last day of sch! *evil grin*

22march-23march- Jaybeeeeeeee ah! ^^^^^

second trip of Jaybeeeeee will be planned &' maybe KL!

alright hunney-bee's i'll be back shortly kay^^
-MIA-MIA-MIA-MIA-MIA-MIA-MIA-MIA-MIA-

throw me some questions @FS okey?
XX

saturday

2011-03-05T21:05:00.000-08:00

omg so sry for the poor image:/ taken from my iphone bbyg:)

well, yeah this is my new baobei lar!<3 awe-some kay^^ arrive this early morning!

frigging ke ai k, this is only the back view:) there's front view-ed as well, which cost me $5x.

it's nice but quite heavy uh~ but i still <3 it manymany k. it's 100% custom-handmade. heh:)

PLUS IT'S PINK! :D *insert heartshapes*

stayed home the whole day, or should i say in this way~ i went out alone aimlessly! -.-

my friends say i boliao -.- &' kute -.- omg is s.h.a.g lor :( sounds so kuku -.-

feels so ah-hai ! ._. anyway, planning to leave my current job already. -.- when there's good sales! you ask me to work for you -.- cuz sometimes my sales alone can hit $8xx-$9xx. which means you bosses treated me lika 'gold-bar'. when there's no much sales you don't even bothered to informed me whether i'm working or not -.- srsly pls lor.. you think i STUPID? DUMB? -.- this time, i'm leaving. (if i found a stable pay job) tskkk... feels so unhappy la! >.< i have been working nearly a year. planning to switch to full-time this end year after finish my course.but HEHE. now i think i no need to think already -.- byebye! don't treat people in this way can!? like making used of people niaz! :( planning to work back from DA. but this time seems like alot people

working :( all like full slots liao </3 yayaya (pissed) school was alright. working hard still(: improvement made. one word = satisfied :D

kkkkk, enough of rantings ^^ shall change my blog stuffs now! :) if nt like so sian -.-

plus it's a good chance! cuz daddylove upgraded the internet ^^^^ fasterrrrr liaoz! zoommmmm! bb^^

2011-03-02T18:16:00.000-08:00

so what does this means again?
time check: 06:03pm
venue: beach
mood: upset
each time i come here, it's the same old reason
but this time.. it's isn't.
could i just leave this place quietly?
i don't mind being alone for now.
i have changed to my oldself. everything is so
different now. wo bian ler. could i feel happier?
or should i be sad? urghs~

heheehe

2011-03-01T21:05:00.000-08:00

sup ^^ hi all!<3

decided to re-post ^^this month hope it will be good!:) can't wait for cousin wedding!^^

it falls on the 17th march!~~~woohooooo mad egg-cited! can't decide on what to wear yet:/

argh,fickle minded): and i'm down with bad cough&'bad flu:/ especially at night time.o.m.g

cough non-stoppppp! pekcek! and it's only tue >.< ohmygod): my eye bag getting worser x2

-_- need do mask lo~ my nails &' toes also need to do~ my hair colour fading~ -_-

but my some of my classmates still say nice @.@ i dont think soooo :( sob

planing to dyed my bangs red.i think it looks kute :B hahaaaaaaaaaa ^^V

shall try ^^ hehehe~

school tmrw = faint

will be back with photos when the next time i blogged! :3

my dream goal

2011-02-28T21:25:00.000-08:00

'i'm just one of the million, who is different from others'

i've my dream goal. do you have one? (:

-worldskills

-get bike license(must)

-complete IA

-get into poly ^^

-work real hard in my school work.

(graduate this year)

-earned big bucks at the age of 20

-be a colorist if possible(wish)

thats all ^^ nt aiming for ITE or NAFA anymore..

gonna make my loved ones proud.

F.I.G.H.T.I.N.G!

time is so precious to me now~~~~!

random

2011-02-27T18:45:00.000-08:00

my fav<3 <3

my childhood all time fav :B

yums <3

okay i'm bored , so yeah ^^
just came back from shopping @bugis w mummylove ,
some clothes were hell niase! (Y) ^.^
spend 50bux~ getting 3 niase clothes..
W.o.r.t.h~~
*inseztheartshapes*!

`sometimes i just wondered, will things remain the same? or it's just for awhile?

what if the histories repeat? what if feelings faded? theres too much doubts,

YES. due to my past. i know its really unfair. pls do something): all i need was T.R.U.S.T

arghs~'

will my dream come true?

2011-02-26T23:05:00.000-08:00

hi guys, i'm currently down now.
i don't know why, this feeling
suddenly like that:( this is nt me
so nt me): seriously. i can't believe it
i always act like i'm happy, bt actually
i'm nt. well, since young i always like
to bottled things up all by myself. after 5yrs
or more then i will willing to shared things out
right now, i really don't know what's wrong with me
i feel jealousity over you. :( :( :( :( :( :(
okay shut up patricia~ crapz.
din work today &' as well as tmrw. shall have a gd
rest instead.&' bring mummylove out for lunch &' dinner
<3 <3 can't w8....all the yum yum foods will be served!
yeah~~~~^^ egg-xicted

dont leave plz, cuz i cant bear to.

2011-02-24T20:36:00.000-08:00

hiew~ sorry for the lacked of updates, was really busying on sch during weekdays

&' work during the weekends, time is never enough, sometimes i juz wished that there will

be 72hrs per day.so i could sch, work&'have fun^^ -p.l.ay.f.u.l.u.k- hehz hehhz hehhhz :B

nowadays teachers eyes all gt PROBLEM -_- yes huge p.r.o.b.l.e.m like seriously!

every SINGLE day of this year i went sch, never late for classes(only few times, less than 5 times!)

if i'm late like 15mins or something. i realy dont mind being marked as late comer. BUT!

today that teacher dont know pms or semo sia. go mark me &' xinying never attend class?!

wahh make my blood-boiled x1 already, eyes like gt problem only~~ grrrrrrrrr....>.<

i want my attendance larrrrrr:(

omgz nowadays ppl all like gt attitude problems, dont know is it lies on me or you people?

-____________________-

i'm-not-complaining anything.

GG.com.sg

<3 going sch or going back home with bbyg!:)

she really understands me more.

lub you manymany^^

plz dont leave, cuz i'm gonna miss everything):

sadgirl93

make my wishes come true

2011-02-19T15:23:00.000-08:00

1)I want to find someone who won't go away.
2)Someone who will look me in the eyes.
3)Someone who knows how to cherished every single thing.
4)Someone who always be there for me.
5)Someone who whispered into my ear telling me it's okay when things doesn't get in the right way.
6)Someone who loves my heart whole-heartely &' nt just my looks.
7)Someone who gaves me lotsa surprises despite on our monthsary only.
8)Someone who dares to hold my hand down the street.
9)Someone who dares to bring me home.
10)&' proudly tell his parents that we are officially together.
11)Someone who have his own opinion. 12)Someone who gives me my freedom alittle.
13)Someone who calls me up chatting with me.
14)Someone that dotes one like his one &' only princess.
15)Someone who showers me all his attention.
16)Someone who willing to go out with me on weekends.
17)Someone who is full with ideas bringing me out for a date.
18)Someone who keeps promises well.
19)Someone who will bring me to sch.
20)Someone who encourage me to go for my dream goals.
21)Someone who passes my dream guy test:)
22)Someone who text me every single day despite anything.
23)Someone who will take good care of me.
24)Someone which is nt a flirt.
25)Someone which doesn't lie.
26)Someone which care for me.
27)Someone who will dressed nicely going out.
28)Someone who goes on trendy.
29)Someone which is nt selfish over money.
30)Someone who is romantic<3
31)Someone who is patient.
32)Someone who is kind hearted.
33)Someone who hardly scolds vulgar.
34)Someone who dont gets on fights.
35)Someone who is nt beng.
36)Someone who doesn't beat their own gf.
37)Someone who is nt hot-tempered.
38)Someone who willing to bring me to overseas.
39)Someone who i know for long.
40)Someone who knows how to cheer me up!:) *important*^^^^^^

Afraid

2011-02-16T20:34:00.000-08:00

Do you know how i felt?
Do you know what i wished for?
Do you know who i really wanna be with?
Do you guys know anything anot? I doubt so. really:(
Nobody understands, Bcuz i refused to share.
This few days, my attitude really sucks maximum.
Sorry peoples.

perfect twoo

2011-02-09T21:14:00.000-08:00

'Your just so special to me.'
And i like it:) veryvery much.
thankyou a million for being there for me. I don't how to repay you. Infact i don't know how long things will last. Maybeeeee one day we will quarrel like don't know what? Yeah, no one can predict what's going to happen next.

*i guess i'm nt that independent still:( i get affected easily, i get scare easily. i get frightened damn easily:( i'm scared of being alone at night. Zzz srsly-.- everything i'm scared. even all insects etc. /: fierce person, nasty person.*grrr feel damn useless or is it normal huh?>.<

CNY Day 4

2011-02-06T12:10:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, i'm bored >.<

Therefore, i gt nothing better to do so yeah..

WEBCAMMMMM:) with daddy's laptop^^

alright, stay-tuned aye!

GTG to prepare for work :>excitedddd babyszx!

working at USS resort world today! ^^^^^^ k wish me luck alright!~

*insezt-heartshapes*<3<3 <3 <3
meeting bbyg sooonnnn! ha! can't w88888!

CNY Day3

2011-02-05T15:30:00.000-08:00

Upset:( Down:( Mooddswwingg:( tsk:(
people can stay home relax / meet their friends:(
then why i cannot?:@ why i muz work 12-10!? -.-
arghhhh!:( *sl333py*~~ daddy gt upset cuz i've to work
sian sry:( iluma freaking hell cold! wore 2 shirt 2 jac!
the only things that cheer me up alittle was, Heng gt someone accompany to texts me all day long&'my supervisor
gave me' angpow!^^ &'treat me' drink koi! :> niaseeee! ^^
now it's only like 3.30pm! walao:( 6.5hrs more to go! :@ nb

CNY DAY 2

2011-02-04T21:10:00.000-08:00

SUP BABIESZX!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

hehe:B this year CNY super boring :/ tsk~! lika sian only.

this morning only went out early in the morning to woodlands(aunt place)

i gt panda eyes naooo~>.< due to last night, din manage to catch some rest.

urghs, reunion steamboat + bbq lunch &' dinner in aunt's place.^^ yom-yom

i swear i will gained 1kg after this cny:( *insezt-sad-face* SIAN 1/2

work tmrw.dammit srsly 'chu3' niaz still must work, nbbbbbbbbbbb>:(

damn lacked of money naoo adays:( ytd surprisez mummyluv with a new handphone:3

hiakhiak her face expression is like woohoooo damn happy la! ^^v lmao

people CNY give angpow! aku different:) aku give handphone! LOL ^.^V

now i'am even moreeeee MOREEEEEE broke like shit :(

grrrrrrrrrr........whatever :@

bye

2011 CNY

2011-02-03T11:20:00.000-08:00

oki, i found some of my old pictures! looks funnie, lol tata!<3

damn, sian siol this cny): i don't like leh):

no mood totally): i wasted my day by sleeping lika oink&'use lappy -.-

ate reunion dinner for lunch agn(: with mummy,daddie,kor,didi&'granny<3<3

slowly one by one coming my house^^^^^^ $$$ rolling in~~~

1 word=shiok :B

HAPPY NEWW YEAR GUYS!

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expectations for being my boy-friend.
:> i find it interesting that's why i decided to list down!

-basic-
must be taller than me' like at least 170? FYI i'm only 158! f-king short):

he must have gentlemen.i hate guys how are nt gentlemen. -.-
know why i said about gentlemen?
cuz my most of my ex's -.- like...uhm...
gobbbbleee girls food(3/4portion) up -.- damn hate it. they chiong to sit down when there's a sit in the bus/mrt. or worse still they go in the cab first, tsk.tsk.

respect! don't treat me' like maid plz. if you need a maid plz go hire one -.- i'm
nt a money tree as well. cuz i spend what i earned. i don't take $ from my parents.

don't laid you hands on me, i'm nt your toy/sex toys.grr

don't expect me' to w8 for you for hours..i hate people who are late:)

have a r/s when your parents allowed.

don't tie me' down, i need my freedoms with my close ones as well. don't follow me' 24/7. example> don't keep pick me' up from my house downstairs daily for school&'after.or work -.- .when i've break times plz gimme some freedoms to hang out with my friends.don't have to provoke my friends when you're unhappy when i refuse to follow you. i'm nt a bird, i dont live in a cage. i want some freedoms.

&' when i'm down.i hope you will be the one who cheer me' up first.don't leave me' alone in the dark.bring me' to overseas(this is my wish).
&'don't ever lie to me. i swear i will nt 4giv you:@ hheheee.

LASTLY ! my bf muz be strong like Bruce Lee!! &' face muz be like prince charming!!:) jk

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HIEW GUY's! ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE OGAY! XOXO *MIXIU-MIXIU*

hehehe. alright, well~ i deleted all my post :> i'm moving on~

nt gonna to be upset anymore :D -hopefully! &' i changed my blogskin like

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y

damm, i swear i'm stucked! -.- so long never blog properly):

i'dont know what to blog about, should put formspring/tagboard? ohmanz!

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can't w88888 for getting angpow siol! $$$$$ ^^ happygirl93~

cn buy whatever i lika:) hiakhiak~~ plz ogay! mummyNdaddy:) gimme more $$ ^^

<3 chu manymany ogay!

went out for awhile today, went simei to meet my sayang bbyg^^ miss her so f-king much):

met shiro, sandy&dex as well~ done with our things.

accompany shiro&'bbyg to eat! nom-nom-nom<3

gt my ice-cream&'help shiro to choose studs:) saw hellokitty one!:3

gonna get it soon:> aftermath went>bugis>iluma>bugis street>WS>HSH

mad tiring with all the crowds): mad crowded ogay!)':

home for reunion dinner ^^v tata~ that's all :)

nt sleeping tonight:>:> :>

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SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE K PEOPLE, I DONT CARE

&'WONT GIVE YOU MY ATTENTION:)

I'AM ME, MYSELF &' I:)

STOPZ BEINGZ CHILDISHZ`

IT WILL LEAD YOU TO NO WHERE KAY:)

TRUST ME; KARMA WILL STRUCK YOUU GUYS 1DAY!<3